Please Wait!

I really feel terrible about how i'm handling things. :'(

I know I'm such a disappointment. It's just that maybe I'm pressuring myself too much that reacting to simple gestures is simply too mind-boggling for me. I know I'm so slow. And I'm becoming so stupid on how to react either. I'm really hating myself because of it.

Sometimes i really don't know how to react. Or what to say anymore. Maybe because sometimes spoken words are insufficient to express how i really feel. Or maybe it's because I can't utter a word.

All I can really say is please, please, please wait.

Please.

I promise I'll find a way to let you know.