greyed to fold

when forever means "almost but not quite"

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

play the game

if he wins, you both win.
if she wins, you both lose.

A virtue told by guru mic.

I find myself staring at a virtual graphics screen motioning me to press start. Entering the game of life. No quantifiable percent chance of winning it.

Reminds me of my favorite Super Mario 3 console. Though i'm not sure if i can access a 100 lives cheat code. That i must choose my actions wisely, or else it's game over.

Friday, August 27, 2004

from chainsaws to chins that could kill

Ash didn't become my hero again until Sam Raimi hit it big with Spider-Man.

I've always heard about the Evil Dead Series and mixed it up with Army of Darkness. Not knowing Army of Darkness was actually Evil Dead 3.

I was able to watch Army of Darkness on LaserDisc a long time ago and the story just stuck in my head. It was so funny and scary at the tender age of 11. Bruce Campbell was one helluva guy. It was just at that time at a young age with no extra resources to reinforce one's love for story and fantasy, you tend to forget them. Not knowing there's still residue of it lingering in your mind, something i learned after re-acquianting myself with a new VCD copy. Alas, it's the nuclear war aftermath ending, the same version i watched years ago. Must get my hands on the alternate ending.


click here for interview.

Must remind my bro to read that article. You don't have to finish a degree in film to become a good director. In Bruce Campbell's case, to be one uber-cool cult favorite B-movie actor.

quick on my feet

a day of hopeful redemption. i won't be able to stand five days without an image or presence. hopeful albeit impelled.

90 minutes early. though i learn that there will be no meeting, i felt the need to wait. i have to wait. even though i was able to calm myself and go through the motions of everyday goals and objectives after what happened yesterday, i still long for that little speck inside infinitum to see that instant right in front my eyes. to feel that moment which is a fragment of our daily lives. uoyhtiwebot.

it happened. information dissemination is at lost so a presence in that stage transpired. a joyous occasion of simplex ideals. a venue for exchange of thoughts. uoywonkot.

yet a motion to leave was signalled. a blank thought occurred. i was stopped on my tracks by indecision. their presence quickly dissolved.

what was i doing? am i to wait only to let the moment slip away? i wasn't thinking quick on my feet. indecision: the thin line that separates epic and tragedy. i collected my thoughts. and motioned on running down the stairs.

fortunately, it wasn't very far. stationed on wooden benches, i motioned to accompany their presence. though there i was. obvious. jittery. exposed. yet fruitful on learning more.

though it was a definite deficit, i have to live with it. that single imprecision could have paid a price. never knowing i would commit another imprecision again like leaving unaccompanied and all alone. i'm really sorry. it's just that i thought i was already a bother to your concentration. a hindrance to focus. with those coming exams and all. not knowing if it's really the case.

only hoping. hoping for understanding.

taking a chance on a rainy day

i woke up early.

today was supposed to be an exciting day. i was very anxious to see my day unfold.
taking a chance on one precious hour. after 48 hours of waiting.

yet i was oblivious to the fact of heavy rains and flash floods. all classes are suspended. i can't believe it. a storm just caught me stranded. drowning me to desolation.

i arrived to a semi-deserted forest inhabited by structures for learning. walking along a road in isolation, i feel the warmth of dejection burning my face. i found myself looking for a trace of a familiar figure visible in my mind. hoping against hope to see even a miniscule resemblance.

i entered an abandoned building free from crowds and noises of loud chattering. i embarked on a trail that could lead to a modern holy grail.

fruitless.

as i ponder on the location of your existence, the burning sensation slowly drifted away. replenished fluids flows through my brain and calms it down. i took a chance. no fortunate accidents today. but there is tomorrow. wishing for patience. it's worth the wait.

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

blogger's block

i can't seem to write in my blog. i can't seem to seat in front of a computer and just write away in this create post window.

blame the mighty notepad (as in notepad in windows) and hooded chi-cover notebook about that. i seem to write away unconsciously in there. maybe that's because i wanted a very worthy first article in this new blog. which i can't seem to do. so what you see now is a "what's happening with me" post.

yeah i know, but i've got a philippine basketball national team status stacked there somewhere so don't fret. also, some tremendous olympic basketball news to tackle.

i'm just warning you that before this becomes a current events about me blog, read the incoming articles about basketball, music and movies FIRST! the L-U-V equation comes out seamlessly.

Monday, August 09, 2004

Welcome To Greyed To Fold!

Greetings!

Mabuhay!

Bonjour!

This blog will deal more on thoughts and ideas on certain interests, giving light to it and why it's worthy to talk about.

This isn't talk shop any more. My thoughts are sold.